My heart is heavy and hurting.
God for the past week has secretly been placing the word "masks" in random places in my life. I had not thought much of it until wednesday night at CVC's ONE NIGHT. I was not planning on attending ONE NIGHT but for whatever reason girls kept asking me if I was going... so I went. I walked into the church and there wasn't really anywhere to sit... which was a good thing because it was packed full of students! Anyways, I find a pew to sit in. Panda texts me and asks me if it worth it to come because her class got done early and I was like yes SO worth it. So she came. The speaker went up onto the stage and spoke for a while then he played a video... one that I has seen before. The "MASKS" video that Paradigm had made.
So the whole 2 times I have seen this video it has pulled on my heart strings a little.
But wait a second... there came that word again "masks". What the hay God?!? What are you trying to tell me here?
Well Erica... you have masks and quite a few I might add. I know what they all are but you do not... I will reveal them to you in my perfect timing.
Oh okay God that sounds wonderful.
Masks revealed that night: The Mask of Pride & The Mask of Selfishness.
The speaker then gave an alter call. I felt the need to recommit my life to Jesus Christ. I like that God is faithful because he knew that my pride alone would not go up there... that is why Panda's class got done really early. I knew I could humble myself and ask her to come up with me.
Week by week I am becoming more and more transparent to my friends, family and the world.
Yet another post that was written and not finished... enjoy
Yet another post that was written and not finished... enjoy
